Monday, March 27, 2017

Dear Diary 03/27/2017 It does not hurt anymore

Dear Diary: 03/27/2017

As I was driving home today noticing how beautiful it was outside, I had a moment of brilliant clarity. I realized that it does not hurt anymore. I have been lied on, called all types of names. People have attacked me based on lies and manipulations, but I realized that none of that matters anymore. Walking away was the best decision I could have made thank the good LORD for showing me the next door to walk through.

The interesting part is that I do not miss anyone. Those meant to be in my life are, and those who have used me as their excuse are not. So to those who forsake, disrespected, lied to and on and prayed not for but against me. I forgive you, and I love you, but I cannot be in your world.

To those who take the time to read this, I am not without sin and mistakes; none of us are but I never deserved the treatment I have put up with for 53 years. So today is my day to say I sleep well at night and I know where my soul will go in the end. GOD put each and every person who has brought the fire to my door in my life to bring me to this very moment. I got the help I needed, and I am not afraid to admit it.

My statement describes how freedom feels!

I am C. Maria Wall

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Do Not Return The Favor!

My 2 Cents of Cerebral for today: 03/26/2017
Do not return the favor!

They say that 'hurt people; hurt people"  this only makes another wounded person.  We need to either try to understand the side of our opponent or we can only say a prayer and walk away.  Walking away may not be the likely choice, but it may be the best option.

C. Maria Wall

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

The Cobra and the Mongoose

My 2 Cents of Cerebral for today 03/22/2017

Cobra and the Mongoose

Today is all about real talk! Get what you want out of it.

A mongoose is not intimidated by the cobra’s title.

By C. Maria wall

Tuesday, March 21, 2017


My 2 Cents of Cerebral for today 03/21/2017


Many of us remain in a broken and/or bitter state because we internalize our feelings, we do not let things out of our hearts, spirits and souls.  Some people are still holding on to hurts from years ago.  Time to let it go, life is too short to keep the pain inside to eat away at your very existence.  Your body is a temple, not a place for your disappointments, heartaches and hurts to use as a buffet. Time to LET IT OUT!

C. Maria Wall

Monday, March 20, 2017

Lessons Learned!

My 2 Cents of Cerebral for today: 03/20/2017

Lesson Learned!

This is a simple message today.  You see many of us do not understand the art of learning our lessons in life.  If we do not learn the lessons the universe sends to us, the universe will continue to send us back to class.  One must remember everything in life happens for a reason.  The events may be to teach us something or to make us stronger to prepare for what is to come.   Sometimes the lessons are to show us that it is not about us; we need to change something else!  Once we “get it” we must be mindful not to repeat the mistakes or series of events again.  If we do, we will go back to school and be seated in the back of the classroom. 

C. Maria Wall

Sunday, March 19, 2017

There can be 1 only

My 2 Cents of Cerebral for 03/18/2017

I am a huge fan of sci-fi everything!
There is a series of movies where the tagline is "there can be only one." Those movies and books that deal with space-time continuum let us know that two entities cannot exist in the same space at the same time. Therefore we cannot live in the same place at the same time being both happy and sad or courageous and afraid.

We must decide which road we are willing to take; without fear. We can choose to be content in the place of beautiful lies, heartache and pain or we can choose to take the road uncharted. Only you can decided when enough is enough really. Tell you what, if you promise to keep putting one foot in front of the other, I promise to walk with you. This is not a journey for anyone to take alone. Ready, set, let's go and grow!

Talk Show  (suppression is not part of our progression)

C. Maria Wall

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Truth or Consequences!

Truth or Consequences: 03/15/2017
My 2 Cents of Cerebral for today.

Many of us have become accustomed to living in the world of lies rather than dealing with inconvenient truths.  Amazing how some have answer for the problems in the lives of all around but experience oblivion in their lives.  There are many reasons people choose to live their lives with heads stuck in the sand.  Living lies becomes an easy reality to avoid doing the hard things that need to be done; it is better to settle for a life of beautiful lies instead of addressing the ugly truths.

One thing is for certain, everyone comes face to face with their truths at some point in life. Many are so used to living in that beautiful place full of lies, they tend to ignore what is right in front of them.  No matter how hard one tries either the truth will catch up or a person will work extra hard to keep eluding it day after day and year after year until time runs out.

The TRUTH may hurt but with any wound it will hurt before it HEALS! The choice is ours to live in that beautiful place full of lies, deceptions, heartache and pain or we can face the hurts and move towards HEALing.  Time for the sheeple to become people again.   WAKE up, STAND up, and STEP up.  We can do this together.

C. Maria Wall