Monday, March 27, 2017

Dear Diary 03/27/2017 It does not hurt anymore

Dear Diary: 03/27/2017


As I was driving home today noticing how beautiful it was outside, I had a moment of brilliant clarity. I realized that it does not hurt anymore. I have been lied on, called all types of names. People have attacked me based on lies and manipulations, but I realized that none of that matters anymore. Walking away was the best decision I could have made thank the good LORD for showing me the next door to walk through.


The interesting part is that I do not miss anyone. Those meant to be in my life are, and those who have used me as their excuse are not. So to those who forsake, disrespected, lied to and on and prayed not for but against me. I forgive you, and I love you, but I cannot be in your world.


To those who take the time to read this, I am not without sin and mistakes; none of us are but I never deserved the treatment I have put up with for 53 years. So today is my day to say I sleep well at night and I know where my soul will go in the end. GOD put each and every person who has brought the fire to my door in my life to bring me to this very moment. I got the help I needed, and I am not afraid to admit it.


My statement describes how freedom feels!


I am C. Maria Wall
www.cmariawall.com